Helpless

That is a long long time i haven't cum bec here to state my inner feeling. I thought i already forgot about this blog. But not for tonight. I suddenly wish to pay a visit to my old blog. Awww.....Tonight was an emo night for me. Everything seem like so complicated in my life. Why we need to follow so much of procedure before we proceed sumthing or we gt something. Today i wish to go to found my head supervisor for my internship to tel him that i would not able be attend the meeting that will be organised on 17/1 because i already go bec to my hometown. but i cannot meet him because he nt in his office.i try to ask his hp num from office but office say "u just email to him and make an appointment with him is enough", but since noon until nw , he still haven't reply my email. I really guess what will be his response??Will he be so angry?? Omggg.....he really gv so bad impression for me that why i am so worry about his response. After that, i try to submit "surat keluar kolej"to my college office. but they reject my letter due to they need surat tawaran from my intern place as a prove. Ommgg...hw i can gt my surat tawaran while my intern place didn't gv me such letter. Wuuwuwuuw...what should i do???i really feel hesitation and helpless. Anyone plz answer me???